Youth and its Guilt

Youth is the stage with so many offences. It is due to age factors. Including less experiences and uncontrolled thoughts and emotions. Youth is the stage of people becoming more careless. More irresponsible.More.................. risky. More .....involved in crime. More... ..... addiction. Youth is stage in which people become less sensitive. Youth is the stage that make people more arrogant,     short tempered, full of desire. Youth is the stage that make people to be more temporary, in feelings, in workplace and in  the relationships.      This youthfulness  is not a blessing but a curse.    Mind   and   thoughts dwelling   everywhere restlessly. Youth is the stage which is very difficult to make it calm. It is like the stage of final exam of your life. If   you complete this  stage  properly than rest of your life flow peacefully and gently. This youth stage  is like a   ruptured    dam , when it will explodes  and  destroys   everything  we don't know. So i don't like this youth stage and youthfulness. 

Like bacteria feeding on pus get satisfied by it only and by non other and spend their life. Same way youth also get satisfied with colourful thoughts and forget the god. And becomes ready to take big step in the life. I really doesn't like this youthfulness. It is the big pain. I just want to burn my youthfulness by suffering myself , starving with hungriness and thirsteness. This youth stage is more painfull stage that youth always suffer from own thoughts and foolishness and not others . So i don't like this youthfulness. Each and every experience in youthfulness is mixed with impurities. The impurities that spoil the purity of soul. The impurity that block the light of souls and keeps you in darkness. So i don't  like youthfulness. The uncontrolled thoughts and emotions becomes more powerful in youth. It will erodes every beauty of nature's within seconds. So i hate this youthfulness. 

Iam not the servent of this uncontrolled thoughts and emotions of youthfulness that stimulates my body. Iam the king and my body is my chariots. You uncontrolled thoughts and emotions is my horses to pull this chariots. You should follow my orders. If not i will make you starves with hungriness and thirsteness till the end of this life.  I will choose the end of this life rather than be controlled by you uncontrolled thoughts and emotions. Its not a problems for me 'because i will choose to go to the eternal place of my godfather and godmother and stay their with eternal peace. And if i have to come again i will come with more pure and bright soul. But i will never allows you uncontrolled thought and emotions to govern me BECAUSE IAM YOUR KING .